Rash Decision Maker

as we eagerly await McCain's decision weather or not to debate Barack Obama tonight, I cant help but wonder: if this going to help him or hurt him?

the little ball of hope in me thinks "oh my god, this could be it, this could be what ruins McCain"

then the little black ball of skepticism says "remember these are the Americans you are dealing with, there are some people who think that he is being honorable doing this."

so. i don't know. i am so MANIC with this whole election. i swear. i am up and down. up on the polls, down on the polls, up on McCain's decision, down on it. up on the celebrity endorsements for obama, down on them. i have days when i tear up thinking of Obama winning, and days when I tear up thinking about this country having McCain/Palin in the White House.

I saw on CNN last night that this whole decision of McCains is also manic - they say it is going to either really hurt him or really help him. and they think it was a rash decision. of COURSE it was. every decision he makes is rash!

So let's ask ourselves: do we really want a President who will make RASH, selfish decisions? NO. Do we really want someone who will be a big baby and say "NO! I'm not gonna debaaaaaaaaaate!!!!" and stamp his foot? That is what he is doing! and we can't let it happen! I read yesterday that he wants to postpone it until next Friday, and have it REPLACE the vice-presidential debate. Well, I can tell you one thing: Joe Biden cannot WAIT to destroy Sarah Palin in that, so that IS NOT going to happen. i wonder WHY McCain wants that to happen? is it because he has realized his RASH decision to pick Palin was NOT a good one?!

Let's hope that this latest rash decision of McCains will only help Obama. We'll take whatever we can get during this corrupt time.